Today was horrible... first of all i gotta pay 200$ for a new retainer, its too small dammit. All the tickets for 11 theaters where sold out for New Moon today. My Mother called me fat. I was called a whore and a bitch today. Im almost failing one class. i was accused of having sex. which i didnt. Got asked out by a great guy but had to tell him no because he was to clingy. nothing is going right right now. I just wanna leave this life for even a day... itd be so much better. I had a terrible fight with my sister, and now i feel kinda bad but mad because of alot of shit. Damn my life sucks at this point....